Long time no blog

I haven't been feeling very well. Dunno what it was but been paying homage to the porcelain god a little once too often and am feeling like someone has just rung me out and left me to dry/die. Bit better today. So - *With little enthusiasm* "woo hoo".

Brother's visit was actually a complete disaster from every angle. I hadn't slept the night before, every inch of me ached and throbbed with whatever it was that was ailing I, I was crabby and nasty, had a sulky husband and had lost the will to live, and then Boss went full on hyper-mode. Which I'd expected. Which I really should have just walked away from. Which I should have just taken as a chance to catch up on sleep. But no... my bounce had bounced; I was out of 'boing'; I was humourless and non-engagable - and that was non-negotiable; I was, in short, a cow in all respects. I shouted at Boss and showed him up. I stressed everyone out. I am SOR-RY.

I need to socialise the Boy and I don't know HOW. I think I need to start on myself first...